Thursday, September 10, 2009

The Arderonne Resistance

I had to use both hands to hold the gun. 

It wasn't a very big gun, not as big as some I'd seen in holovids, but it was made for a grown-up with grown-up-sized hands.
 

I'm eleven years old. My hands are eleven-year-old size, and I had to use both of them to hold the gun, even though they said it was
 my gun now 

It was dark in the forest. Somewhere above the treetops the moon was just shy of half-full, but no light penetrated the thick pines. The man beside me held a hand-torch, and its pale yellow beam made the night around us seem even blacker.
 

He shone it across the prisoners' faces, one by one.
 

"She is a collaborator," he said matter-of-factly. "She consorted with the Caldari soldiers. This one told the Caladri where one of our people was hiding. This one helped them rebuild the shuttleport after we bombed it. This one - "

"They were bringing food!" the man who'd been third on the list burst out. "It was for the Sisters to land, with
 food! What do you - "

The light swept wildly over the tree- trunks and up into the branches as the man beside me brought the torch up, then down. It hit the shuttleport man's temple with a kind of crunch I'd never heard before. He went silent, sprawled.
 

"And this one helped them draw up the lists for their work projects." It was as if nothing had happened, except now there was a little patch of red in the pale yellow light, and a gap in the row of people in front of us.
 

There were ten, all up, including shuttleport man. None of the other nine tried to defend themselves against the charges. They knelt silently, hands tied behind their backs, squinting against the light as their crimes were explained.
 Collaboration ... cooperation ... failure to resist ... treason .... betrayal ...

The eighth was my father.
 

"He's a traitor to the Federation," the man beside me with the light said. "He was heard by a neighbor listening to State broadcasts."

I could guess who that neighbor had been. Giassa Lorgiana, who'd been glaring at me over the fence for as long as I could remember. My mother said it was because the council had approved Papa's application to build a deck at the back of our house despite Giassa's objections that it would block the light from her favorite flowerbed. Maybe that was true. It was definitely true that she'd been bearing a grudge about
 something since just about forever. 

I opened my mouth to tell the man with the light all about it, to tell him that Papa wasn't a traitor, and in the pale, red-tinted light Papa shook his head, ever so slightly.
 

The man with the light started telling me about the crimes of the last two people in the row. I should have been listening, but I wasn't. I was staring at my father.
 

My father, who was now a traitor, because the man with the light said so.
 

Papa stared at me, and then he cut his gaze to the left. Stared again, and again looked to the left, at something behind me, off in the trees.
 

I turned a little bit so I could look too. It was hard to see anything the light wasn't pointed right at, but I narrowed my eyes and concentrated and made out tree-trunks and some big gnarled roots in the soil and ...

A foot.

A foot, a leg. Not very big.
 

About my size.
 

I recognized the shoe. It was the same as mine, it was the kind of shoe we all had to wear to school, it was the kind of shoe we'd all been wearing when the men and women from the resistance came in to the classroom and told us that the time for learning was over, it was time for
 doing now. 

Told us our world needed us, the Federation needed us.
 

Vive la Arderonne libre, they said. 

I'd been second, tonight, when the man with the lamp asked us to line up and told us we were going to have the chance to prove we could be brave fighters for the resistance.
 

Niarrette had been first.
 

Niarette was lying under the tree. 


My face went cold and my hands got so sweaty I nearly dropped the gun. For a minute the ground went back and forth under my feet and the trees turned round and round. 

I realized the man with the light was talking to me.
 

"How much do you love the Federation?" he asked.
 

There was only one right answer. "With all my heart!" I said. "Vive la fédération!"

He shone the light over the prisoners, one by one. It stopped on my father's face. "Prove it," he said.
 

I looked at Papa, and Papa looked at me.
 Not my Papa! I wanted to say. 

But Niarette had been brought up the path first. And Niarette hadn't given the right answer, because Niarette was lying under the trees.

Papa smiled at me then, and it was awful, the way his lips shook and his face twisted as he tried to make a face like he wasn't afraid. Like nothing was wrong. My throat got tight.
 

I thought about using the gun on the man with the light. But he had a gun, too. And he was in the resistance, and if I shot him I'd be a traitor, a traitor to the Federation, to Arderonne.
 

I looked at the man with the light and I could see in his face that he knew what I was thinking about. And I could see that he knew that Papa was my father.

Then I wondered which of the people there was Niarette's Mama or Papa.
 

"It's all right," Papa whispered. "It's all right, darling. Do as he says. I love you. It's all rig-"

The flat crack of the gun was very loud. After it, the sound of my father's body falling made no noise at all.

I expected to start crying.
 

I didn't.
 

"Good girl," the man with the light said. "So perish all enemies of the Federation. What do we say?"

"So perish all enemies of the Federation!" I said, and he smiled.

He took the gun from me, and turned me towards the path back down to cave where the resistance was hiding tonight.
 

On the way, he taught me some more things to say, to be a proper brave resistance fighter like him. I listened, and repeated them, all the time being amazed that my voice was steady and my eyes were dry. I waited to start crying for Papa, and I didn't.
 

I waited to be sad, and I wasn't.

I wasn't sad. I was just on a path in the forest at night with a man with a light and two guns.
 

Vive la résistance, I repeated to myself. Vive la arderonne libre!

Vive la fédération.



Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Conversations on the Fortune’s Fist: Thirteen

"Well, you be captured by the Angels, then, and I'll rescue you!"

Camille Roth's voice sure does have a carrying power, Luisa thought to herself as she closed the door to the secure container holding Pilot's hab-unit behind her. Just as well, if she ends up being a marine like she's got her heart set on.

Ain't no-one going to mishear an order
 she gives, for sure.


"In the holos, it's usually the
 girl who gets rescued." The second voice belonged to Jamie, and it still gave Luisa a start, a little lift of the heart, even all these weeks after Pilot had come to her and suggested, in that soft, diffident way Pilot had about her, that maybe Gwen and Jamie might stay a little while here at Lustrevik, given how far away they all were from State space these days, given how important family was. 

Luisa had told Pilot stiffly that it wasn't necessary, thank you very much, she was well used to not seeing them above once or twice a year, thinking
 And I'm not going to be any rich podder's charity case, even one as stupidly sweet-natured as you.

Pilot had nodded, and said
 Mmhmm, and talked for a little while about how much she worried that Camille wasn't seeing other children except at school because of all the security issues, and how nice it would be if there were other children living inside the perimeter, and how she wished awfully that some of the crew had families here on station, and somehow Luisa had found herself turned around and offering to ask Gwen if she and Jamie could stay a little while, and Pilot nodded and smiled and said how kind it would be of Luisa to do that, and how much she'd appreciate the favor, and it wasn't until she was out the door that Luisa had realized just how thoroughly she'd been conned. 

Vague and wishy-washy as Pilot was, Luisa reflected as she made her way up the path towards the pretend-Gallente house in its pretend-countryside setting, there were times when talking to her was like what Luisa had once overheard a couple of pilots say about trying to catch and kill a Helios.
 Fragile as a cobweb one had said. Get one good hit in and you just know it'll go to pieces. But every time you think you're closing in, the damn thing disappears and pops up on the other side of you.

"Only in the
 stupid holos," Camille said firmly from the other side of the garden. "In the good holos the girl rescues herself!And everyone else!"

"Can't I rescue myself too?" Jamie asked.
 

As Camille said reluctantly "O-
kaaaaay", Luisa spotted Pilot sitting under one of the pretend-trees in pretend-shade from the pretend-sun, a stack of hard-copy next to her, studying one of the pages with her bare feet stretched out in front of her. Luisa noted with a mental snort that Pilot had found time to paint her toenails all the colors of the rainbow. Typical Gallente foolishness.

Pilot caught her gaze and wiggled her toes with a smile. "Camille felt creative," she said. "Better my toes than the walls of the house, eh?"
 
Luisa had to admit, if only to herself, that yes, it probably was. "I've got my recommendations on those roster changes for you, Pilot," she said.
 

"Oh, good, thank you." Pilot rose to her feet with, Luisa noted, the ease and grace of someone too young to know arthritis as more than a word. "Come inside, let me get you a cold drink and we'll talk about it."

"I'm fine, Pilot," Luisa said.

"Well,
 I'm thirsty," Pilot said. About to turn toward the house, she paused, and looked across the pretend-garden, shading her eyes against the pretend-sun. "I do hope Camille isn't pushing Jamie around too much. She can be very, uh, decisive."


"If she is, it'll toughen him up, is all," Luisa said. 

"But he's so sweet! Why would you want him toughened up?"
 

Luisa blinked. Pilot's eyes were wide and blue and genuinely puzzled. "Let him know what life's going to be," she said shortly. "While he's still young enough to learn from the lesson."

"Oh," Pilot said, and Luisa could tell this particular
 oh was what she herself classified as number seven. Oh, I don't understand what you mean but it would be rude to say so. It was close, but not identical, to number thirteen, Oh, I think you're completely wrong, but it would be rude to say so. "Well, come and have some lemonade, and tell me about the rosters."

Luisa followed Pilot into the house, the thick stone walls shutting out the pretend-summer outside. She waited, hands clasped behind her back and shoulders square, as Pilot opened the refrigerator and took out a tall jug of something, poured two glasses and carried them to the battered table.
 

"Please, come and sit down, have some lemonade," Pilot said, taking a chair herself, legs curled up under her like a kid. Luisa's own rules about dealing with a Captain who made requests rather than issuing orders meant she had to treat that invitation like a direct instruction, and so she took a chair opposite Pilot and picked up the glass. The lemonade was tart and sweet at the same time, and Luisa could recognize the tang of real fruit and the smoothness of sugar from a ...
 Wonder where real sugar does come from, now I think about it?

Where-ever it came from, a tree or a flower or some animal, it was a luxury,
 although not to podders, I guess. 

Luisa gave herself a few seconds to savor it as Pilot tasted her own drink and smiled with satisfaction.
 

Those three seconds of self-indulgence past, Luisa swallowed and spoke. "Master Gunnery Sergeant Jadat thinks you should promote Private Alpassi."
 

"Helmi? Why? And to what?"

"His report says she's got real natural talent at close personal protection. And she's hard-working, and dedicated. Plus she's about the right age, and the right gender, to work close-in, in civvies. She'd look like a friend, to anyone else, you see?"

"A friend?"

"You go shopping, she goes with you, two girls off on an outing. Anyone looking to try anything, they'll clock your detail, have a plan for them. Alpassi would be the nasty surprise they didn't plan on."

"Is that dangerous?" Pilot asked.
 

Luisa paused. "Alpassi isn't the one I'd pick, all in all," she said carefully. "Taking everything into consideration. But Jadat doesn't know, and
 Alpassi doesn't know, what you and I do."

Pilot looked puzzled for a moment, and then shook her head. "Oh. No, I mean, is that dangerous
 for her. Is it a dangerous job, being ... that person?"

"Yes," Luisa said baldly. "I expect she'd be wearing some kind of light armor, nothing visible, you can talk to Jadat yourself about the details, but there would have to be limits, I'd expect, if she's passing herself off as an ordinary civilian."

"Oh," Pilot said, and Luisa recognized it as
 'Oh' number nine, Oh, you've just told me something I'd have preferred not to know. "And what does Helmi think about it?"

"It's not her job to have opinions about the best way she can serve her Captain, her ship and her crew," Luisa said.
 

"Oh," Pilot said,
 number thirteen. "Well, I'd like to know, all the same. I'd rather have someone volunteer, especially if it's dangerous. And we should promote her?"


"You should, yes." Luisa eyed her glass of lemonade, then allowed herself another swallow. "I've given you Jadat's report on restructuring security, separating out your security, and hanger security. Those marines will need different training, a different roster, different reflexes and priorities, to say, boarding parties. Jadat says, and I agree, they're specialists. Either way you go with Alpassi, Jadat says she ought to be on security duty, not general. It'll take a restructure, and that'll mean some promotions anyway."

Pilot nodded. "All right. If you think that's the best way to go about it, and Demen does, then ... " She shrugged.
 

"It's whether
 you think it's the best way to go about it, Pilot."

Pilot scratched at the table with her thumbnail. "Well, it's not like I know anything about security," she said. "That's why Ami sent Demen, after all."

"He's a gunny from another ship, you're the captain of this one. Take his advice, if you like, but the decision's down to you, Pilot."

Pilot pulled a face, and for an instant Luisa was reminded so strongly of Gwen, a few years younger than Pilot was now, faced with mathematics homework, that she could almost
 see the cramped kitchen in their tiny flat on the Ishukone Logistics station in Haajinen, smell the greens simmering on the stove, hear the front door open and close and a dear and familiar voice callI'm home, finally! - 

She shut the door on memory, hard and tight. Pilot wasn't a teenage girl struggling with algebra, Pilot was a captain and a podder and wealthy beyond imagining, Pilot held thousands of lives in her hands every time she undocked, Luisa's among them, Pilot
 took tens of thousands of lives as a matter of course in her chosen profession. 

Pilot needs to act like a Spirits damned grown-up, from time to time.

Not pull faces like a spoiled teenager asked to clean her room.


Pilot looked up from the table. The opalescent light cast through the fake windows by the pretend sun blurred and softened her features, and despite herself Luisa was forced to acknowledge
 She is barely more than a kid, after all. 

Not so very much older than the girl running around in the garden outside.
 

Just a little bit older than I was, when I got my papers cut for the
 Sapphire Star.


Hard to remember, that girl,
 Lulu Kamajeck, hard to see past five long years in the dark. Kid when I carried my duffel up the companionway.

No kid when I walked back down, that's for Spirits-
damn sure.


Luisa looked at Pilot biting her lip and scratching at the end of the table and wondered what five years in the dark would do to
her. 

Wondered if they'd both live long enough to see.
 

Maybe. If she starts paying decent notice to her own security, for the Ancestors' long-suffering sake.

"Pilot," she prompted, gentler than she might have.
 

"Oh," Pilot said, and Luisa recognized and welcomed
 'Oh' number three, the one than meant Oh, now I have to do something I don't want to, but there's no getting out of it. "Yes. I'll read Demen's report, Luisa, before I make any decisions. And I want to talk to Fisk, too."

"Over comms?"

Pilot shook her head. "Face to face. I know it's harder for him. But I want to see his face when I tell him Helmi might be going to spend her working life standing next to me with a gun."

Luisa nodded. "Thank you, Pilot," she said formally, and got to her feet.
 

Pilot smiled. "Thank
 you, Luisa," she said. "Won't you finish your lemonade?"

Politeness gave Luisa the excuse to pick up the glass, then, and take the last few swallows of liquid, sour and sweet and tasting of seasons she'd never seen for herself on worlds she'd never go to.


Outside, she could hear Camille and Jamie still running and shouting in the garden, playing one of their drawn-out games with arcane rules that they changed according to whim. Pretend battles in a pretend garden under a pretend sun.

That was all right for kids, she supposed.
 But one day you have to learn that rules don't change because you want 'em to.

When the pretend sun goes out, in the dark behind the stars.


She set the glass down carefully. "I'll let Hurun know you want to see him."

Pilot nodded absently, gaze on the thin line she'd scored into the tabletop with her thumbnail. Luisa waited a few seconds to see if she'd say anything else.
 

But it seemed Pilot had nothing more to say, not even an
 Oh, and so Luisa left her there, in the middle of that carefully-built illusion, expensively constructed to give the impression that nothing had really changed, that Pilot's world was just as it always had been, with drinks made out of fruit that had ripened beneath an open sky, and sunlight that might even feel real if you were careful to not notice the faint shimmer of the joins in the holo-screens against the container walls. 

All right for kids, Luisa thought again as she made her way to the doors that would let her out in the hanger, into the familiar world of deckplating and canned air and the smell of machine oil. 

But I'm no kid.

And neither is she, know it or not.
 

And none of this is a game.

Monday, September 7, 2009

The Arderonne Occupation

It was Thursday when they came for us. 

It was four days after the ATVs had rolled in, disgorging rows and rows of troops faceless in their helmets, bristling with armour. The first day, we cowered inside as they strode up and down the street, expecting the door to be kicked in any minute. The second day, we began to think that maybe if we stayed inside we'd be safe. The third day, a few brave souls ventured out, driven by hunger and thirst.
 

On the fourth day, they came for us.
 

All of us, kicking in every door, shouting and grabbing and hauling and herding us out into the street. 

They separated the men from the women. At first I thought they were taking the men to work for them, building something, a road maybe, I don't know.
 

But then they told us that the children would go with the men. Boys, girls, babies, with their fathers and brothers and grandfathers.
 

Babies can't work.
 

It didn't go smoothly. Up until then the hope that compliance could buy survival had made it easy for them. After they started to pull children away from their mothers and push them across the street to the group of men ...

They used the stocks of their rifles. When that didn't work, they shot a few of us.
 

There were more us than of them, but they had the weapons, and those armored suits, that made them strong. They got us into the groups they wanted, and they marched the men and children away. Then they marched us away in another direction.
 

The bodies they left in the street.

They herded us into the school hall, and they told us they had a special job for us to do.
 

Our world was theirs now, they said. Things had changed. It would be a new society.
 

They lined us up and told us, that was their job for us.
 

To be the mothers of the new society.
 

They took us, one at a time. I could hear the woman they took ahead of me screaming.

When it was my turn, I didn't scream.
 

I lay there, and went away inside my head, not to anywhere in particular, just to a nowhere where I couldn't feel them.
 

Couldn't feel them making me a mother of new Caldari Arderonne.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Conversations on the Fortune’s Fist: Twelve

((Co-written with Silver Night))

Master Gunnery Sergeant
 Demen Jadat of the Utopian Ideal leaned on the catwalk railing and looked down at the deck of the drone bay of the Dominix-class battleship Fortune's Fist. Today, as for the last three days, it held no drones. Today, some thousand or so of the crew of the Fist wandered around the huge, echoing space, casually dressed in civilian clothes. Making their way through the crowd was a small knot of people, also casually dressed, but not wandering: one small woman deliberately chosen for her resemblance to Ciarente Roth, and six of the marines assigned to Pilot Roth's close personal protection detail. 

And somewhere in that crowd of a thousand were three or four of Demen's own people, also in civilian clothes. They were not there to add to the numbers of 'bystanders'.

They were assassins, or at least, pretending to be.
 

'Ms Roth' and her guards had made it less than twenty feet into the room before Demen's trained eye had picked out the first two 'assassins', noting the tell-tales in their stance that said
 concealed weapon, the hidden purpose to their apparently-aimless movement through the crowd. 

"Do you see them?" he asked the man beside him.
 

Fisk Hurun nodded tightly.
 

Demen didn't take his gaze from the crowd below, mentally dividing the deck into quarters and checking each one in turn, letting his subconscious sort out what was normal, what was usual, what was dangerous.
 There's the third. At the same time, his peripheral vision showed Hurun's hands white-knuckled on the railing, muscle jumping on the back of one, and he registered the other man's breathing: short, rapid, strained. 

Checking the relative positions of the 'assassins' to 'Ms Roth', he casually moved a little further away from Hurun, giving himself a little clearance.
 Just in case. 

Not for the first time since he and his people had arrived to give Ms Roth's security teams what Commander Invelen had described as 'a little extra training', Demen reflected that it was a good thing the standing orders on Ms Roth's ship's prohibited all but checkpoint from carrying sidearms as a matter of course.

Not a man who should have a gun handy, he thought with a glance at Fisk as the first 'assassin' worked his way through the crowd to less than thirty feet from 'Ms Roth'. 

The Commander had given him a heads-up on Ms Roth's CTO,
 Recently shot. Newly wired. Jumpy. Three things that, put together, did not in Demen's experience bode well. 

And an instruction, along with the description.
 Let me know what you think of him, Gunny. Whoever's running Cia's security has gotta be up to the job. I want you to treat this like you're training my protection detail, or Captain Night's.

A flurry of movement down below broke into his thoughts.
 

Without the neural wiring Demen wouldn't have been able to sort out what happened, training or no - it was that fast.
 

The first 'assassin' drew a 'pistol' - actually a laser-tag gun exactly like the kind Ms Roth's little sister played with - and aimed towards 'Ms Roth'. Even as Demen saw the movement, one of the marines guarding 'Ms Roth' was turning, her own weapon coming up. The 'assassin' didn't have time to aim before a bright splotch of light appeared on his chest.

Demen concentrated, opening a channel on his internal comm to the marines below.
 

Who was that?

The marine who'd fired touched a finger to her ear-piece. "Alpassi, sir."


It didn't surprise Demen. Private Helmi Alpassi had been the stand-out since the day he'd arrived, having every procedure memorized before the others had even finished reading it, her speed and accuracy with her sidearm telling of many long hours practice, with a cool vigilance that would have been remarkable in someone with twice her training and four times her experience. What tipped you off? he asked. 

Alpassi's answer sounded abashed. "I don't know, sir."

Think about it, Demen said. At the end of the exercise you'll be telling your team-mates how it was that you saw the shooter before they did."

"Sir, yes si - "

'Assassin' number two took the opportunity of Alpassi's distraction to make her move. The knife that appeared in her hand as she dived between the marines at 'Ms Roth' was of course blunt.

So was the steel-capped toe of the boot that caught her in the solar plexus before she was anywhere near in range.
 

Demen heard the
 thud over Alpassi's open comm line and the Sorry! that followed it from the marine who'd dealt the kick. 

You okay, Tiroshi? he asked. 

She grunted, and it sounded vaguely affirmative. As Demen watched she rolled over and looked up at him, opening her shirt to show him her light body-armor cracked down the front.
 

"I'm sorry, sir," the marine said over the comm. "I didn't have time to pull it or - "

That's why she's wearing armor, marine, Demen said. So you won't learn the bad habit of pulling your punches.

The marine nodded, and Demen saw him bend to help Specialist Tiroshi to her feet, made a note to mention it at the end of the exercise.
 Sloppy. Loss of focus, when 'Ms Roth' is still in an open, unsecured space.

"Pay attention, Legeen!" Alpassi snapped. Demen pursed his lips a little. Legeen was
 Sergeant Legeen, and Private Alpassi shouldn't be using that tone to him, regardless of the legitimacy of her rebuke. 

He caught enough of Legeen's response, combined with the body language Demen could see from his vantage point, to know that Legeen was making just that same point.
 

Focus. Demen thought of reminding them, but that would have defeated the purpose of this particular exercise. They're not going to have a Gunny hovering like God above them when it's the real deal. 

He saw the movement. Saw the rifle coming into view, saw Alpassi see it too,
 felt Hurun lock up beside him like a clenched fist. Demen did the geometry in a half-a-heartbeat, the clear line of fire for the 'assassin', the people obstructing Alpassi's own shot, the rest of the bodyguards-in- training seeing the same thing now, but too late. 


Alpassi dropped her gun and dived as the 'assassin' pulled the trigger. The marine hit 'Ms Roth' hard and slammed her to the ground, her own body between her and the 'assassin'. Legeen and the other marines returned fire, belatedly. The 'assassin' lit up in four different colors, telling Demen that at least one of the five who'd fired needed more range time. 

"No, no, no - " Alpassi said, her voice breaking. "Oh, no, no..." She pushed herself to a sitting position and the movement let Demen see 'Ms Roth', her forehead lit with the trace of a laser-tag that told the world that Alpassi had been a split-second slow.

Looks like we still have a bit of work to do, Demen told them all. Briefing room, five minutes.

He watched as Legeen helped 'Ms Roth' and then Alpassi to their feet. The young private seemed shaken, but she regained her composure as the general announcement of the end of the exercise began to send the crew-members playing the crowd on their way.
 

"Work to do still," Demen said. "But we're making real progress."

Hurun didn't answer.
 

Demen turned and saw the other man standing rigid, the railing buckling beneath his grip, tremors running through him. One leg twitched, then a shoulder, augmentations trying to respond to chaotic neural instructions.
 

"Hurun," he said. "
Fisk."

The face that turned to him was blank and white, eyes wide with desperation. "Sh-sh-sh ...
 out." Hurun said. "G-g-g..."

"Take it easy, man," Demen said quietly. "You've got to calm down. You're full of hardware that you can hurt yourself with if you don't. Can you hear me?"

"N-n-n
 safe," Hurun blurted. "N-n-n ... h-have to g-g-g ... back."

Demen tried to open a connection to Hurun's internal comm, got a blast of static that made his head ring. "Your Pilot's safe, Fisk," he said. "She's down-planet. There's a security net around her that
 I couldn't get through. Calm down, and you can call her and talk to her and see for yourself. Calm down, now. Breathe in and out. Calm down, marine."

He kept talking, the same reassurances, waiting for a sign Hurun had heard him, waiting for a sign the potentially lethal panic was easing. Long minutes, until the twitching and the shuddering stopped, until Hurun's gaze focused on him, until finally the other man gave a short nod and released his death grip on the railing.
 

"I think maybe you need to take a break, Sergeant Hurun," Demen said, phrasing it as a suggestion rather than the order it would have been on the
 Utopian Ideal because this wasn't his ship and Hurun wasn't his man. A suggestion - but his tone said it was the kind of suggestion that a senior NCO might give to a fresh Lieutenant right before they walked into an ambush.

Hurun shook his head. "N-n," he said. "P-p ...
 Roth's. S-safety. M-m ... job."

He turned abruptly and began to make his way towards the stairs at the end of the catwalk, still a little unsteady on his feet.
 

Demen watched him go. He couldn't order the CTO of another crew to stand down or have him removed from active duty.
 

All I can do is report to Commander Invelen, he thought. 

And I'd better make that a priority.

Because Pilot Roth's safety might be Fisk Hurun's job ... but right now, from where Demen Jadat was standing, the biggest threat to that safety might be Fisk Hurun himself.